how it might end up
To begin with, our meeting was unprecedented; I didn't think I'd meet you let alone want to be with you.
when the call came in that i was among the few chosen ones, the task ahead was all i could think of. I had finally gotten the chance of a lifetime to prove to the world that i was of mettle. you, my dear i had never seen hence the future i had planned for myself did not involve you. i wanted to be single for life, making my own decisions without weighing their impact on others including you. i wanted to live freely. .............